You tried to talk to me.
You tried to hug me.
You tried to make me feel special.
And what did I do?
I ignored you.
I did not hug back.
I ignored your kindness.
I always expected you to be there.
To be there when I came home.
To be there when I woke up.
And what happens?
Your gone,
in the blink of an eye,
your gone.
I begin to learn the truth,
the truth of the pain you went through,
the truth you tried to hide from me,
so I would not feel the same pain as you.
You tried to protect me.
You tried to keep my life painless.
You tried to love me.
And what did I do?
I ignored you....
Everyday I wake up feeling guilty,
I want
Your laugh was contagious.
Your smile made me feel so warm,
Your hug made all my problems simply go away,
Your advice still helps me to this day.
Now that you are gone,
What should I do?
I really need your words.
I really need your warmth.
You left so suddenly.
The flashing lights around your body.
The tears streaming down my face,
as I saw your lifeless body taken away.
Life has been so different without you.
I miss hearing your laugh.
I miss your kindness.
I miss you.
I will always treasure the memories I had with you.
Even if it was cut so short.
Thank you for always being there.
I love you dearly Dad.